You… OFF MY PLANET!

here i am…dallas tx. god knows what the hell is this all about…

i’m alone for the first time in years, and i don’t think i like it. to go beyond that, i feel like i work for two insane women…one of which took off my head because i got a rental car while on a business trip…how does that make sense?

i miss my girl, i miss my boys, and i miss being home. i’ve never really done well alone, but now, more than ever…

i always said that alexis completed me…and i feel it now acutely. it’s as if half of me is missing…there this…hole…i can’t really explain it well…

i know that everyone will say “it’s only a week”…but have you found your other half? if you have, then you know the feeling of not being complete…and i’m definitely not complete at the moment…

i miss her so much it aches…

i suppose that’s all…

~ciao

words swarm and yet nothing comes out. stress of life, of work, of bosses who wouldn’t let up, of coworkers who can’t seem to do their job so i have to do it. so many things to do, and not enough time, so many people to touch base with, and yet no will to do it.

just want to be away…vacation sounds good…would love to fly, but apparently can’t do that…maybe it’s a nice long drive i need…or maybe just a nice massage…

something different, but not…or maybe it’s my horomones speaking.

~ciao