one of my best friends got married today. i’ve always known that he loved tai…but it’s just so evident today that you have to be blind not to see it. it’s in every look he gave her, every touch. i watched it all, through the vows, the ‘respect and obey” that we all laughed at, through the absolute chaos that threw all the planning out the window…it’s quite amusing actually. alexis on the other hand didn’t have too good a time with the old indian lady who seemed to have it out for her. the lady would push and shove her…and pretty much only her…it was actually kind of amusing.
okay, so the pic with the happy couple:
while watching all of this happening…i wonder whether it’s something that we should go through. my friends would attend…and be happy for us…but what then? my family…her family. it’s what would make us happy…nothing would make me more thrilled than to spend the rest of my life with her. but on the other hand, i don’t want to force our relationship on other people. maybe i’m over-worrying. i love my alexis. there’s really only that i should worry about. her love for made me able to look into the mirror and face myself. maybe that’s too melodramatic…but have you ever had someone that just made you…i don’t know, feel stronger? like even if you threw out there the most outrageous idea, at least one person in the world would support you…being silly i suppose…
okay, let me stop befor i step up on my soap box.
~ciao
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