maybe it’s the urge to be nostalgic. maybe it’s just that i’ve been idle for too long. or maybe i just need that sting of memory to remind me who i was, who i am, and who i pledged myself to be. i’ve been digging up journal entries, old writings…
memories of old lovers, the good and the bad. my own battles, what i’ve won, and all that i’ve lost. demons that i still face, and the journeys that i’ve yet to explore. i wish i can glance into the future, as i do my past…and see what lies ahead…but i can’t…what’s obvious to me is that i’ve changed…that i’m no longer the person that i was…for that, i will be grateful for everyone who’s helped to shape me.
hopefully work will alleviate my little stroll down memory lane…i’ve already got an all day meeting scheduled for thursday, and a 2 hour conference call on next tuesday…it’s a lovely thing…