You… OFF MY PLANET!

if you brush past me and push me aside on the sidewalk in your haste to reach your destination, why are you surprised that i push you back?

the united states must be one of the most abundant nations in the world…even the pigeons in nyc are too fat to fly…

if you smile at me, and i smile back, that does not signify a green light to strike up a conversation with me…for all you know, i’m smiling at what an idiot you are…

it’s a lazy sunday afternoon for me. after running to the “c-spot” party for mercedes benz at the meadowlands, alexis and i went on a little drive around town, had lunch and now i’m home and alexis is off for a father/daughter bonding event. the cspot party…well, that was fun…they let you drive some of the c-class cars (the sports coupes) and have profesional drives take you on this high speed ride you would never do in your own car unless you were running for you life away from a renegade cop.

it was fun nonetheless…went top speed around this course, and it was amazing…felt my stomach drop as if i was on a rollercoaster…even alexis was impressed.

so let me back up and go to friday…it was alexis’s 25th birthday…and i decided to make it a nice hoorah for her…so, here we were, i took her to dinner at aquavit . supposedly it was scandinavian food…but whatever it is, the food was excellent, and the service was good also. we then checked into our resting spot for the evening…the michelangelo - this is a little boutique hotel in midtown. nice little place…very renaissance looking place, not big at all and veyr convenient to all places. we then took a little rest, and off to the blue man group we go. watching this show was probably more entertaining than i ever expected. the show was hilarious and i woul definitely recommend it to everyone that has an inkling to watch it. all in all…it was a very good night.

anyway, i was thinking i think i’ve enjoyed my life more in the last few months than i have in a very long time. i feel this freedom to be who i am…and who i want to be without feeling like i need to put on a front for anyone. i believe that i finally found my resting place…my home…and my mate. government, religion, social pressures be damned. i’m happy, and that’s more than i can say for the people i pass on the street. so that’s it for that…

oh, if you feel like delving into another crooked election…see this bull…yeah…an assassin will shoot until he drops you…not just graze you on the stomach with a 4 inch wound…either that’s the most pathetic assassination attempt or the most pathetic hit-man. which ever one it is…the whole thing smells fishy…

anyway…going to make some food now…

steph

you know, it occured to me that i have a few entries that i never posted, but wrote. isn’t that silly of me? well, let me just quickly update those entries…

a little while ago, as part of my v-day present, i got tickets for the producers…with nathan lane and matthew broderick - that was an amazing show. i don’t think i’ve laughed that hard for that long. they were absolutely brilliant. i’ve always loved nathan, but matthew, his character was so wussy, and he played it to such perfection. i didn’t even realize it was a 3 hour show until we left the theater. it was an just an unforgettable night, dinner was good, conversation was great, show was excellent…what’s not to love. and to remember that alexis pays such insane attention to something i said probably in passing (like i wanted to see the show with the original 2 in it) just boggles my mind. nobody’s ever really paid attention to me like that.

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dont’ know why i never posted that…anyway…i went to see sarah mclachlan the other day on carson daly…andi came with…and hey as an added bonus, we got to see ben affleck. anyway…i think sarah may be as close to an “idol” as i have musically. i love her music…the fact that she’s not hard on the eyes don’t hurt either. anyway, so she starts singing, and i’ve never been more affected by a live performance. she sang, and i felt…moved…that’s the only way i can describe it. i’m goign to enjoy her concert this summer so much…i’ve waited…well, i’ve never seen her live…and this is just a preview…can’t wait.

so many things are goign on…so little time to write it all…and as usual, so few words are coming to me…so, i’ll leave it like that…