having nightmares lately…same ones i’ve always had…somehow, they went away and took a vacation for a while…and now, they’ve returned…with a vengence. can i tell you waht they are? no, not really. just that i do a lot of running…a lot of screaming…whether out of fear or anger or desperation i can’t tell you. people are running away from me…those i love, those i cherish…until one by one they’re gone…and eventually i’m left alone. and i wake with a jolt, sweat-soaked, the scream still caught in my throat…my heart pounding and i’m confused for the first few seconds before realizing i’m in the safety of my own room, confined in a space that i’ve occupied for the last 14 years.
i wish i knew what was causing all of this…but i don’t…and i suppose i’m adopting my usual “if i ignore it, it’ll go away” attitude…hopefully it’ll work. other from that, work’s been keeping me busy…life is put on hold…*shrug* whatever…
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